Today is the 29th November 2007 . Felt like blogging again, so here i am coming up with this post . =) .

I am beginning to think about somethings which i thought i can overcome failed me in reality . I always thought that i can do things alone . If one day i'm out to work, i can eat lunch alone, shop things alone and stuffs . Not being anti-social, but being independent when nobody is able to accompany me, i can do things alone just like normal and not feel alone . I was wrong . I think i unable to be so strong in the future . I don't know . Yesterday went to the foodcourt with mates to have lunch . While waiting for them to be back while i took care of the bags, i saw so many individuals buying food and eating all alone . I felt sorry for them . They have no one to be with and no one to talk to . Even if it's for 45 minutes, it felt like 45 hours . =( . Will i overcome this fear ? Who knows ? I might . And i might not .

After ITAB today, had fish and chips for lunch . While queueing up, Mrs Mok ( my GEMS tutor ) saw me and shouted my name . =/ . Not really shout, but raise her voice to call me . She seems like she's in a rush, walking so quickly to get her drinks . I continue my queueing and saw her back with a cup of chin chow drink . She told me she was happy and proud of me for my test results . =) . Thanks, Mrs Mok . The test was a miracle . For the day of the test, i only know there's a test at 7.55am when the invigilator open the classroom door and said to me, 'are you student of Mrs Mok ?' and i nodded my head, 'you may come in for the test now' . And i thought, oh my god, i am doomed . I took out my book and started memorising those consonants and vowels . I tried to remember all, but i think i only remembered three-quarter of it . And i got back my test results, i was so shock, i got 43/50, calculating it upon a hundred percent, i would get 86% . I am happy and i will work hard for it . Maybe if Martin, Nathan and Shirley went for the test they would have gotten full marks, but i'm happy enough . =) .

Tired, tired and so so tired .

Nights, people ! ^_^ .